I got the day off from school yesterday because we got covered with ice here and I was thinking YaY! now I can spend all day blogging and looking at porn and uhhh...looking at more porn. And then I would probly do other things less productive. But then we lost all our power! And it was out all day! And I had to wank without even having any porn to look at!!! Im sorry but thats just not right!

Computer update, I wasn't able to load Avast but I did get AVG on and I THINK it may be working...it found all kinds of adware stuff (no viruses tho which is good). Thanks again jhorner and everybody.

Hey Kiss Tony thanks for the mention on your blog, I would thank you there but i can't find any way to comment (am i just missing it?) And thanks Jake too but seriously, my hot spot is NOT str8 lol.

Speaking of my hot spot, I told you all about my friend Tasha, if you weren't paying attention, she's my best friend and also-- 

1-the only person who Ive told Im gay and the only one who knew about Eric (who was my first/only bf so far), and she is also--

2-the person who first showed me yaoi. She collects yaoi pics and puts it them folders named after all the boys she knows if she thinks the pics look like them lol. Seriously.   So anyway...if you look at the first 2 pics at the bottom of my blog you will see 2 pics that Tasha has in a folder named "Kyle and Eric". Yeah, kind of embarassing huh?  And its all just her imagination anyway.  I mean, Eric wasnt THAT big.  And im not blond. 

 

This and then the other thing

Ok first, I'm still messing with the computer. I am trying to download the fix jhorner told me about but uh...my computer keeps freezing during the download lol. So I still can't chat on yahoo or msn BUT I did get a gmail and it has a chat thing on it and it seems to work so far...anyway I changed my addy on my profile to the gmail and if you also have gmail we could chat. But I'm still trying on the computer fix cuz yahoo chat is better. I'll let you know. Its all just kinda confusificating. And thanks a lot to everybody for all the suggestions!

Second, I don't want this to be just a yaoi porn site because I am not ALWAYS just a purvurt trying to make everybody else purvy, and some people don't seem to like the more, um...you know...hardcore pics.
On the other hand, a lot of the time I AM a purvy guy trying to make everybody else purvy. And some ppl DO like the more NC-17 type yaoi. Sooooo what to do???
Ok heres my solution. Im gonna keep the kissing-hugging-romantic stuff at the top of the page in the sidebar so that people who only want to read my highly intellectual blogs about life and philosophy and stuff like that won't be going "OMG he's a PuRV!" And I'm gonna put all the more HC yaois at the bottom so you purvy types can scroll down past the old posts and see it! Yeah. That should work lol. (oh and im going to change them around more often too so ya gots som variety!)

Ok thats all the news thats fit to print!

ARrrrgghhhh!!!!

I've told this to a few guys but I should say it here also, my computer is really messed up. Its OLD and its on dial up, and even worse is that I think its got some kind of adware or spyware stuff on it that I haven't been able to figure out how to get off. Anyway, when i try to use my IM to chat most of the time the comp just freezes up. I did get it working some today and added any of you guys who invited me but as soon as i started chatting it messed up again.

Like--
(friend) hi kyle i never see you online!

(me) yeah well its coz my comp always freez...........

(me, to myself) ARRRrgggghhhhh!!! *shakes fist*

Anyway im going to try to use it but if you see me on and we start chatting and all of a sudden im gone, don't think im being rude hehe.

I would never just leave in the mid

:)

God, Science and Beauty

Isn't that a beautiful pic? Its called "Light Echoes From Red Supergiant Star." A friend of mine showed me a link to this website that is all about the Hubbel telescope and its pretty amazing and there are some awesome pics there, you should see them! 

Pics From The Hubble Telescope

What I told my friend is that looking at something like this makes me believe that there must be a God. I mean, I know that the Hubble site is a science site and that all these things have been discovered by science, but I'm not one of those people who believe that you can either believe in God OR science. I think science is the way that God shows us how He did it all.

Wow I wrote a whole blog and didn't even think about sex.  

I wonder if Im SICK??? OMG maybe I'm SICK!!!  

Oh wait...I just thought about sex. Whew. I'm ok.

Yes We Can!

I am pretty excited about tuesday and Barack Obama becoming President. I was never really following politics until this election, but I admire Barack Obama a lot and I think he could be a great President. And I'm not just saying that because I think he's sexy hehe. We will get to watch the inaguration (spell check?) at school, they're setting up a big tv in the auditorium.

Lets see in other news...um...WOW its been cold here. We got down to ZERO a couple nights ago which hardly ever happens here. The last time was before I was born so I guess it was kind of an event. I went outside to see what zero feels like and I can tell you that what it feels like is---COLD! (Which made me think of hot men but then just about anything can make me think of hot men.)

I started to write a blog about that last blog I wrote, but I'm not sure about that yet. I have been a little worried about writing much about Eric because I've seen on other blogs guys write about having a bf who was older than they are and everybody is like OH thats so terrible. And Eric isn't even that much older.  It does make me sad that he seems to want to forget that we were together, but I sort of understand that too. But anyway I will always remember him and even though it was only a short time we were seeing each other it was special. Maybe I'll write more about it later.  

Oh and one more thing. I want to make a sort of public-private THANK YOU to somebody. Public because I'm saying it here, private because I won't say his name (I don't think he'd want that).
There are some verrrrrry weird ppl who hang out in internetworld. I get some strange emails lol. Some of them are just sexxxy which is always nice hehe, and some of them are friendly and asking about my life and things, but I got an email from a guy who saw my blog and it was really special.  He just wanted to be my friend and he gave me a gift just because he wanted to do something kind for somebody. It pretty much amazed me.  
Soooo, thank you Mr. X--you know who you are lol. (And Tasha thanks you also.)  

Another Pic with a (made up) Story

This is another pic I uh...borrowed...from The Male Beauty blog which really has some good photos. Like I said before, a lot of the pics there are sexy and hot, but also a lot of them just make you think there must be a story that goes with them. Like this one. For this story we are going to call the boy in this pic, well lets see...how about maybe...Kyle. (no its not really me but the story is sort of true)

For a while Kyle had thought that maybe Eric loved him, but when Eric moved away and never called him again, Kyle thought that it had all been in his head and that all Eric had wanted really was sex. Kyle tried calling him and emailing but Eric mostly didnt even answer or just answered with a few words.

Then after almost a whole year had passed, Kyle got a phone call, and it was Eric.
Eric said that he was going to be coming back to town for a while, and he wanted to get together. Kyle was happier than he ever imagined he could be. Eric said that they should meet at the park at noon, and Kyle was there an hour early just from excitement. He sat under a tree and waited.  

Noon came...no Eric. Kyle thought maybe he was just a little late. 1 o'clock came...no Eric. 2 o'clock. Finally Kyle realized that Eric must have changed his mind and didn't really want to see him again. Kyle knew that he should never have hoped.

Ok thats the story, I bet if you look at this pic and the expression on that boy's face it makes you think of a story too.

Warning! Adult Content!!!

Ok I can tell some of you dont understand some things about how teenagers think so Im here to help.

You know that "Content Warning" thing that comes up before some blogs? Or you ever see those warnings on some sites that are like the one I put up on this blog? Adults Only Keep Out Or You Will Die etc etc?

Well the meaning of that may seem clear to you but please be aware that to just about everyone I know who is say 13 to 17, what those warnings are very clearly saying is---

OMG!! CLICK HERE NOW!!!

I hope this helps.  

:)